I really want to have some quality time with him this summer and get to know him better. I know this could turn into something more and I would love every second of it. 

I hate that I can’t sleep. These are the times in which I miss you. And these times never come lately. I just see you with your chew in acting like you own the place and that’s not the person I used to know. But I guess that’s who you want to be. I’m not saying it’s bad I’m just saying that it’s sad that you changed to be the way you are now. I don’t even know who you are anymore and it disappoints me because at one point I knew every part of you. It also saddens me that even with a passing I say “Hi” and all I can get out of you is a head nod. I wasn’t aware the word “hi” was such a difficult thing to do. But you just keep doing you, maybe someday we’ll be able to be friends and I’ll be able to get to know you again. But I’m sure that day is either very far away or not even possible. I’d like to make it possible but I guess everything is up to you.